i guess i just needed a place to express my feelings...
maybe i'm supposed to just be there for people
maybe my feelings need to be put behind me
maybe even though it hurts me, if its beneficial to others i gotta do it
maybe i'll feel inferior the entire time, but if it brings them joy then i need to put them first and me last
maybe it will constantly hurt
maybe my heart will race the entire time and my anxiety will go crazy
but if it means that i talk/help one soul with their problems, i guess its enough.
maybe....
maybe my feelings need to be put behind me
maybe even though it hurts me, if its beneficial to others i gotta do it
maybe i'll feel inferior the entire time, but if it brings them joy then i need to put them first and me last
maybe it will constantly hurt
maybe my heart will race the entire time and my anxiety will go crazy
but if it means that i talk/help one soul with their problems, i guess its enough.
maybe....
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